I have an mp3 of it saved and am going ro put it to a video and then up on my SKZX rumble channel. There were a few dozen songs including sonofabush, 10secondfreefall, whatwouldyoudo, bushkilla, the best mix ever of 'message from sponsor' (Jello Biafra) aka 'Martial Law' - "This territory is now under MARTIAL LAW " - it was a hard rock mix, but not the Black Sabbath or the Ice T one. I tried internet archive using key song titles oof other songs there as they were spelled after downloads - but nothing. There was a site I visited in the mid 2000s that had all sorts of free downloadable protest/resistance/truth songs where I dl'd it. It's not the band FEAR's song made famous in RepoMan. dum duh dum dum.Let's have a war, it doesn t matter if we're wrong or if we're right.I've got a feelin, it could happen pretty soon now.it could happen any day now." And so I promise that when the time is right, I’ll reach out to you and tell you how badly I want you back.Looked forever for a song: cheap drum machine, fuzz guitar : 'Lets have a war, it doesn't matter what we're fighting for. ![]() I believe that it’s not yet too late to fix what has been broken. If one day you’re going to read this, know that I am sorry for what happened between us. ![]() I will keep dreaming to feel your presence beside me. I will keep hoping to have more conversations with you, more good memories with you, more time to get to know you. I will keep wishing for our paths to intersect again. I know that when I wake up tomorrow, I will still be missing you the same way that I do tonight. I’ll correct the mistakes that I did before. I’ll make up for the things that I missed. If you’re going to allow me to be part of your life again, I promise not to waste my second chance. I finally understand how much you really mean to me. Now I understand why losing you left a void in my heart. They say you don’t know what’s important to you until it’s gone. of the english lyrics i can remember is world possibly give you the world or youre my world. I will not hurt you with my coldness or with my unintentional bitter words. Just stand behind me, only if you thought I walked away. I will constantly appreciate your love and care. I will never ignore the efforts that you do for me. If you’re going to accept my apology, I promise not to break your heart again. I’ll give you a reason, every day, to keep me in your life. I’ll prove to you that I’m a wiser, kinder, more mature, patient person now. If you’re going to take a risk with me again, I promise to show you how much I’ve changed. I’m willing to sacrifice my comfort in life just to see you and be with you once more. I want nothing but for us to try again, see where our roads will take us, and hope for a better story. My only wish in the world right now is for you to give me one more chance. I would have fought my inner battles even harder and swallowed my feelings. If only you yelled at me and told me how much you were rooting for me, I would have stayed. If only I could go back to that moment when I told you I was done with you, I would take back everything that I said. And I hope you know that my heart is heavy with regret. I don’t know if you’re going to believe me when I say this, but I am truly sorry for everything that I did wrong to you. The way I ended things with you was a disaster, and I’m fairly certain that I broke your heart. You were too kind to be investing your time and affection for someone who kept on overlooking your genuine gestures. I was a selfish, immature, entitled human being – and you didn’t deserve someone like me. And I’m wholeheartedly taking the responsibility for all the blame.Īll I ever thought about was my feelings and I never considered yours. ![]() Over the past few months, I’ve realized I’m the one who’s ultimately responsible for why our relationship didn’t work out. I’m allowing myself to feel your absence in my life. I know I should avoid moments like this, but this time I’m giving myself the permission to be vulnerable. Right now I’m sitting in my bed, watching the raindrops splatter on my bedroom window.
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